Cinderellalala's Life Story
Saturday, October 10, 2009
Woo , kinda miss this blog so pretty much! I didn't update my blog for a long time. Today , I must GET UP and start it all over again! Like people said , here life begin! LOL , BEGIN AGAIN? Erghh!

It's 3.45 a.m. and I still can't close my eyes? Heish. Tomorrow I got something to do , not really big thing but will make me tired I guess? I have to wake up in the early and a very happy saturday morning. So people , please force me to SLEEEEEEEEEEP!
posted by Nttsh Rzk @ 3:42 AM  
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
Wake up and finish your job!
It's 7th September. Aaaaah , I feel so bored now. It's already 3.57 in the early morning. It's time to sleep , but I can't? I need to make a research about Flora and Fauna. It's for my Art assignment. Ahh , the deadline is on 17th September , sikit je lagi doh! Well , I know it's a last minute thing hahaha. I'm a super lazy girl , ah whatever! Damn damn damn it! I need to draw flowers and eh why my hand like so keras ni? Suddenly happened! Haih idiot! And why this sketch paper so tebal aaa? Bayar mahal , but no quality! Shit! Erggh. Okay my mood is currently "blank" and I don't have any idea why it is happen on me. Hahaha. "Ah , whatever and continue your job , Tasha!"
posted by Nttsh Rzk @ 3:56 AM  
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
This is a poem
From the start you had all of my heart
I gave you all of my love
From the begin you had all my attention
You could have asked me to jump
And I would have asked you how high

I cared too much to see you cry
Your tears were like thorns in my heart
Your pain was my misery
Your happiness was heaven for me
Your smile lightened up my life

It was my mission
To put you in a position
Where you could enjoy my affection
But you don’t appreciate my attention
Now I find myself in this position
Where I have to ask for your permission
Because my heart knows no conditions
You needed to take some action
To bring our love to perfection

But you take my love for granted
You keep feeding my heart with your lies
And that is killing me
And I am slowly sinking
Deep down in my sorrow
I am drowning in my tears
As I face my fears of loosing you

My heart is breaking
Because your love is taken
I don’t know why you are pretending
It is clear you are playing
Because all you do is keep hurting me

Finally, I see the light
It is clear to me
I realize now
That you don’t deserve me
You don’t deserve my attention
You don’t deserve my affection
You don’t deserve my love
You don’t deserve my time
You don’t deserve my heart
You don’t deserve ME
posted by Nttsh Rzk @ 1:05 AM  
Sometimes , it happen again...
Guys , have you ever missing your ex-boyfriend? It currently happen on myself , ergh! Ok , it is something crazy , but who cares? It had been about 3 months, and omg I still can't forget him? What the hell , haih! How long it will be? I can't stand to hide it. God , please , I hate him but err I love him! I know he don't deserve me. I know he's not for me , and I'm not for him. I know he doesn't ever love me. I know he was just joking when I was with him. I know I know I know. Sometimes , I feel too stupid of thinking this matter. Well , I know , I must not be so like murah of terhegeh-hegeh on him. But eh IDK why?!!! Tasha , you're still young , you have so much time to think about love. But God , why should you test me with such thing? I need to get rid of it. And yeah , I know he is happy with his choice. I know there's a girl ,way to better than me is taking a good care of him. Omg , I can't believe this would happen to me? I never felt this sadness. I never ever sad when a guy left me for unacceptable reasons. But why am I so weak? Ex-boyfriend , congratulations for you and her. I'm quite happy for your love story at the FIRST SIGHT! *smiling tough.
posted by Nttsh Rzk @ 12:07 AM  
Saturday, September 5, 2009
I live my life way to better than yesterday
OMG , it's puasa. I never feel this way. Terasa like this year mencabar gila okay? About lapar or dahaga , I don't care sangat. But it's all about the environment. What the hell , so many motherfucker here?! And yes , I know they are such a cheap whore okay? Hahaha. They ain't enough of bringing drama , okay okay good acting slutties! I know I am your hot topic , and I know you are glamour than me , and so I don't even need your glamorous. No sweat, ugly bitches! You are keep telling the world about myself. Wow , don't you think you're embarrassing yourself? Cerita to whole kampung , and making yourself sucha "gelabah" dog shits , hahaha. Well , people so "respecting" you. Do you ever asking yourself why are they so like baik depan you? It's human being lah. Mencari kebaikan orang lain. I bet you ever heard this phrase kan? And I guess you are kind of this human type , right? Oh yeah , exactly I am right! You're hurting others without thinking what would happen on the future , and there will be the balasan for you , I never get wrong babes! Yes , I am shy and just quiet while you're shitting on me , but don't ever think you are the winner here , bitch. Nahh , never happen okay! Why yourself is like "burning"? Hahaha , because you are so evil , devils! You think you are great enough? Oh yeah yeah , you are so lucky being the greatest bakero hahaha. OMG I'm so scared with you. Eh eh , not only me lah , the whole world are so scared with you. DANGGGG! Doo , you're acting such a bunch of killer yaw , I'm so takut here maa. Please please , stop bully me , I feel like wanna cry on your shoulder lah , can I? Wow , am I crazy? Eww , you are so disgusting. Like tak mandi. Eh please go home lah , and don't ever come out. You're embarrassing your own mother , you know? Hahaha. Mak you tak tahu mandikan you ke? Why your armpit like "banjir"? Macam baru lepas rain cats and dogs kan? Hahaha. Oh never shave your dirty armpit hair eh? OMG , no wonder lah it's so smelly , got so many kutu ah? What kutu? Kutu pig pig ah? Hahahaha what the fuck am I talking about? Readers , I know you feel disgust kan? But I feel more than you. I am like wanna vomit here , eww she never shave her armpits? But want to be like a damn gorgeous lady with a tomboyish style? Okay okay , give her a chance lah. You're so pretty , honey? Hahaha *ikhlas lah ni! Btw , please buy a new deodorant lah , and don't share with your girlfriends please? They will get sick after knowing your armpit got errr "hutan" haha. Eh eh , by the way , can't you stop crying? You cry for no reason lah. Yes , I'm also easy to cry , but I cry with a reason. But you? Hahaha cry for a guy that doesn't ever need you? Eh so shame lah! You think you're sweet? Ah ya right! You're so sweet but how about your attitude? OMG , so like the kampung one lah. Eh , makcik yang duduk kat kampung pun tahu jaga diri , tapi kau? Eww , such a slut! Are you a real hooker? Oops , wrong question here. Hahaha. Haa what you are still talking about my mother? Hello! I think my mother is better and way better than you , so why must I follow what you've said to me? Hahaha hell no. Regreting of knowing you is number one in my mind now. Opening the new book or new hell diary? What the hell? You think I'm going to melt with your words ah? Oh ya right again , I'm so so melted here! Hahaha. Why should I be your "Best Friend Forever"? Eh my bestfriend will trust on me and will not keep those past stories. Kata dah settle , but wow "luka masih tercalar" eh awak? Berfalsafah lah you ni. Funny thangggg -.- Btw , do remind yourself that people had been blamed me eh only me okay and that was just because of you! They were never listen to my deep but err they were melted with your words. Eh are you asking for sympathise? Hahaha good for you. Eh you punch her face? Why? Pity her okay? Oh last time , I was thinking this little girl is so evil , but hey don't judge her by her appearance please? She is way to better than the bitch that punching her face. Haihh. What gonna be with these samseng lah? Hahaha. And you! Wohoo , lalang kan awak ni? But you said the others yang "lalang". You're such a funny jackass! To her bestfriends : Please be careful with this girl. She's not a good secret keeper. Pity-ing her bestfriends. Hahaha. And the last but not the least girl *cause maybe they are going to add up new samseng haha* hey dummy , you're also not a stick friend lah I guess. Tak tahu cerita betul , but you tell your bestfriends the wrong story? Hahaha you are kinda stupid here , the dumbest among your bestfriends. Tired of writing about her and her's. Well , I can stop writing if you stop bubbling your mouth with my name. Btw , you said I'm the betrayer? Better ask yourself before saying it. Don't be so stupid , kiddo! And err hell that , idiot! You are so poor thang pigass! ^-^

Sincerely write by Natasha
Last update : 5th September 2009
posted by Nttsh Rzk @ 4:18 AM  
Tuesday, August 18, 2009
Quarantine for 3 days. Err best best best sebab tak payah pergi sekolah. Sekolah tu macam tempat pembawa masalah. Hari-hari ada je aaa benda nak jadi masalah. Err tapi bosan jugak duduk rumah je , haihh. Eh tapi best jugak err tak payah tengok muka budak-budak yang eeeeuww , macam errr eeee susah nak cakap hahahahaha

*Updated on : 18th August 2009
posted by Nttsh Rzk @ 9:05 PM  
Thursday, August 13, 2009
New Myspace Picture

OK , new picture from me. HAIHH. Why the flash is so so so BRIGHTT lahh? Hahaha. Looks so scaaaryyy , so putih maa hahaha. I'm not fair like this lah sangat. Ahh nevermind. As long as I'm not a faker!
Btw , I really love the colour of my eyes. It's Hazel. and it is the latest lenses from ERR I dont know the product hahaha. It's new product actually. But the colour is better than Freshlook. Freshlook tu simple sangat. This type of contactlens nampak bright sikit than the Freshlook. Trust me and just try lah !

*Updated on : 13th August 2009
posted by Nttsh Rzk @ 6:00 PM  


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